tisdag 2 mars 2010


Just this kind of a Tuesday when u just wanna talk on the phone and smoke cigarettes, but everybody sleeps, even the cat in my jacket.,

Made the best okra stew (bamie) today with Lilo, sooo nice and Iraqi=)
Tomorrow hiding it from the lunch guest, who is coming for some explicit movies from china and some hard core meat revelations and of course brings his camera (hopefully=)

onsdag 17 februari 2010

And from the beginning...=)



Happy day today (u can have one even though everything sux). Its gonna be snowing all day hopefully cuz I have my day off and planning on staying in, reading "Opening Skinners Box", by L.Slater, interesting piece of work, subjective and melodramatic, the way they should pack us all.
Anyways I nearly feel euphoric (what did I eat last night?) must be some reason, cuz u can't "just be happy". As my beloved cousin Lilo said yesterday: U cant "analyse" everything Mariana, sometimes people just want u to answer to the problem as "Whatever, u´ll get over it" instead of u goin further" (as if I care?), well she is right. It must - though be some excessive seratoning being released after been captured in serotonergic cells somewhere in the CNS, so after this prolonged deficit, suddenly the big pushing wave hit. Embrace=)